New Beginning

New year, new stuff, old me.

I am thinking seriously shutting this blog thing down.

Then again I do hear that I should write it. And that I should write it in English.

I don't know what to do.

But I still have something to say...or to write...or just publish.

These lyrics seem to say it all about my life. Or just about one thing per se.

But the most of all amids this darkness I should be bound to see the light...finally...possibly on the 12th.

It's hard to believe that it came to this.
You paralysed my body with a poison kiss.

For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed.
You thought that was the end of the story.

Something inside me called freedom came alive.

Living in a world without you.

You told me my darling,
without me, you're nothing.
You taught me, to look in your eyes
and fed me your sweet lies.

Suddenly someone will stare
in the window.
Looking outside at the sky
that had never been blue.

There's a world without you
I see the light.
Living in a world without you.

There is hope to guide me
I will survive!
Living in a world without you.
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You put me together
then trashed me for pleasure.
You used me again and again
abused me, confused me.

Suddenly naked I run
through your garden.
Right through the gates of the
past and I'm finally free.

There's a world without you
I see the light.
Living in a world without you.

There is hope to guide me
I will survive!
Living in a world without you.

It's hard to believe that it came to this.
You paralysed my body with a poison kiss.

For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed.
You thought that was the end of the story.

Something inside me called freedom came alive.
Living in a world without you.